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I got a new tablet. Its smaller with more of that super sensitive touch. OH wow YES this is what she said UGH

Ha ha My bamboo tablet is broken. ~HarambePLZ (https://www.deviantart.com/harambeplz): (plays memorial song)

I have bean so distracted okaki boards and tumblr for the past 3 years. So to entertain you I have dumps from the previous 3 years on my WIP tumblr. Have look. http://doawinwip.tumblr.com/ Also I realized that fine art is kind of boring. Though I love to paint and draw and is my main focus I would choose a natural history musame over an Art musame. I find looking artifacts and exhibits at the Field is much more fun to me. Also I adore the art of film and I am really into that. So much so that when I try to do comics they always turn into story boards because it is how think. Film it just makes sense.

Every time I start drawing I break down crying and I don't know why. Yesterday I when I was role playing on paint chat and it happened again.(I had to leave and I told them that I had to puke) When happens it feels like some one is squeezing right below my shoulders. I have not drawn anything at home seriously for years. Its awful. I have no idea what to do. When I look online about what to do it suggests that I draw; but what can I do when that triggers me? I hate it so much and I want to do completed drawings again. ;-;